Is it normal that i want to feel depersonalization again?

I have it, have had it for years, and hate it, I want to feel normal again! ( it's when you feel detached from reality)

It's normal if you're unhappy with yourself. I find depersonalization very peaceful whenever I'm having a hard time because your feelings are somehow frozen, but it's not good since you can't feel happiness either. Besides having it for too long can make you quite insane.

If you can't handle life feeling like a normal person, i'd advice you to try. Exercise, have hobbies or whatever.

i dont know what that is, but acid might give you that feeling.

That's what dissociatives are for. The best known ones are DXM, Ketamine, and PCP. DXM is most easily found in cough syrup, though do your research on Erowid.org first as many of them contain other active ingredients that can be harmful. Ketamine is harder to find as it's a heavily regulated controlled substance. PCP...just stay the hell away from it.

I've experienced complete dissociation on cough syrup. I'd recommend the brand delsym because it's pure DXM, no Acetimenophin or alcohol. Avoid guacinifen cus it'll make you vomit.

Next time I robotrip I'm gonna dose it out and try to hit 4th plateau for longer, Mwuahaha.

one word --> Robotussin

trust me, if you do get it back, remember that it was hell, its hell for me right now, you dont want it back haha

I enjoy feelings like depersonalization and derealization under the influence of a few drugs.Its a brief but pleasant escape from life.

i feel a little like that when i smoke weed, and i must tell you i would rather not feel like that all the time.

Like Keyboard said, that's why some people take dissociatives.

I'd say that depersonalization isn't 'normal'
but craving the feeling is 'normal'

what's depersonalization?