Is it normal that i want to experiment with guys?
So I have been molested by my dad, my cousin sky (who is a male as well) & my ex-best friend's mother. I am always "excited" & crave sex like you wouldn't believe (even for a guy). But in the back of my mind I always wonder what it would be like to suck on one & other such activities involving another guys penis. The first time I had sex with a girl I had a mental breakdown and we ended up separating permanently. But even before all of this I always have wondered and I don't know if it is weird for me to want to experiment but I also don't know if it would cause another breakdown.
So, what do you think....Is it normal???