I'm scared as well. On on hand, I don't want to live to 40 even though I'm realising that it isn't that old. It's still somewhat young. If anything, I'm more fearful of 50+. I don't want to age and deteriorate. I don't want to die either even though I know that everyone dies at some point. I don't want to deal with it.
Is it normal that I want to die before I get old?
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I'm scared as well. On on hand, I don't want to live to 40 even though I'm realising that it isn't that old. It's still somewhat young. If anything, I'm more fearful of 50+. I don't want to age and deteriorate. I don't want to die either even though I know that everyone dies at some point. I don't want to deal with it.