Is it normal that i want to bleach my skin

Great post MrTobikuma!

Don't worry, I want to be paler too - but I extremely advise against bleaching your skin by yourself as it's severly dangerous & could make you blind etc and badly damage your skin.

I used to live in Cyprus for two years & mid-Germany for 9+ as a child, so I became naturally quite tanned, I now want to be pale though [have wanted to for around 3 and a half years, I also understand the redness as I have acne scarring & red patches around my nose.

The best thing I can recommend is a traditional Japanese product called Uguisu which you can buy on eBay [look for the Pink bottles with white Ume Flowers on them], I've been using it since late January & I've had dramatic results in my skin's condition -

basically the enzymes it contains safely breaks down the Melanin [pigmentation] in the skin to make you gradually paler, as well as evening the skin tone. You should start to see improvement in the skin's condition quite soon, with the paleness following a while after; Use it three times a week [half a teaspoon] and leave it on for up to 15 minutes, I suggest using it on Monday, Wednesday & Friday mornings after washing the face.

though since you say your skin is red alot [acne perhaps, along with just redness & acne scarring?] I suggest you go to your Doctor as well & ask for some medication, suggest Erythromycin as this is good, & avoid Oxytetracyclin [which drys your skin out immensely, caused my eyes to lose internal moisture & gave me severe migraines].

Try this & avoid [direct] sunlight & you should see results, I do warn though that your skin will become more sensitive to the sun.

Talk to a dermatologist I'm sure they can make the redness go away.

I like the look, dude. I totally understand. Your normal.

Do you want to end up like Micheal Jackson?

ew. that's messed up. you're just going to give yourself cancer. if you are so desperate to achieve a certain look, wear some freaking make-up for fucks sake

Products with alpha arbutin in it is the fastest and strongest bleach

It's understandable that you don't want reddened skin, but bleach is not a good idea. It's likely that you can calm down your skin by using mild skincare products. If it's a case of flushing or blushing despite having healthy, non-irritated skin, you can try a high-coverage foundation, such as Vichy Dermablend. Ask your pharmacist for skincare advice, or see your doctor.

woohoo i have black hair...and im very light skinned..;]
i love it..so i feel u

Normal.
It seems like you are doing it with the same type of intentions people usually have about updating their hairstyle in a drastic way, so I don't think there's any harm in it - in a psychological sort of way. (I don't know; is chemically bleaching our skin toxic? Probably.)

If you were doing it to alter your race though, I'd advise you to think it through some more, but you're already white, right?

It's ok that look is ugly but to each they're own

Micheal jackson? Look it up

MJ

Not normal... masking your identity turns you into a sheep.
Our biggest asset in this life is our uniqueness, but by all means live a completely mundane hidden existence, not like any of us will care. Lol.