Is it normal that i want my first sexual experience to be poetic?
I am a 19 year old virgin, and I have this "idea" about sex the first time.
I want it to be with someone who sees rain on my skin, and wants to drink it off.
Someone who undresses me gently by candlelight, and understands that the shadows on the wall are a part of me.
Someone who will caress me and smell my hair.
... Am I delusional?