Is it normal that i want my boyfriend to rape me?
I've always liked dominant and rough play and so does my boyfriend. And I'm wicked attracted to him, but sometimes when we go about our business it doesn't feel exactly what I want. Cause I know no matter how mean he gets if I told him to stop he would. But I legitamentally want to be raped by him, I want no control and I want it to be so believable that I am actually scared of him during it. He's just one of those guys that's even sexier when he gets mad or 'scary'. I have many many different fantasies of this.