Is it normal that i want a woman with huge labia?

My first girlfriend/fiance whom I fell in love with, had very large labia. I was too young to know what a gift she had. We ended up seperating when I moved away. Unfortunately, I have not dated a girl since then who had large meaty labia like hers. It's my bad luck that large labia is a huge turn on for me. I know that for a lasting relationship, physical attraction (among other things, of course) is a must. I wished I could just ask women when I meet them if they are gifted in that area....it would save a lot of time and heart ache. But, I can't, I won't...lol. Maybe you can/will help....lol.