Is it normal that i want a baby so bad?

You're definitely very lonely and you think having a kid will fill this void in your life. You probably shouldn't be getting married this young as well.

Because of my hormones I really wanted a baby when I was in my late teens but the urge eventually passed. Babysitting my older sister's twins when they were toddlers actually put me off wanting kids of my own. I'm 44 now and still happily child free. Sometimes when I see a pregnant woman or a mother with kids I do get a bit jealous and my biological clock pipes up and says "See what you're missing!" but I just ignore it. Not being tied down with kids means I can do what I want when I want. Long live freedom.

Babies are disgusting and awful. If the most fun thing you can think of to do at 19 is get married and change disgusting diapers you need to get out more.

You're gonna be a great mom :D

It's biology, but resist a few more years for your own good.