Is it normal that i used to think about my family dying?

and my mums all I have no family, dad brothers anything and I really got scared when she nearly died last year

I did it, still do and it actually makes me cry sometimes, my mum will just be like wtf is wrong.

i do it its fine as long as your not happy or looking forward to death

yes. I've even planned it. hahaha lol, jk. But ya, it's normal. I thought about it A LOT when I was younger. Hopefully now I'll be more prepared for it when it actually happens.

I've thought about it before also when I was younger.I'm an only child and when my mom used to leave to work the midnight shift I would think about something bad happening like dying when she came back late

I do the same thing sometimes. My parets are older and sometimes I think about being an orphan and Im also an only child so I wouldn't have any siblings to lean on. I have been really good about not thinking about it lately. Just think positive. Like, what If mom got a promotion? :)

i have done this a couple of times..i try not to cuz it is scary and sad to think about. just try not to think like this alot...if you cant help it though, idk what to say. maybe you need someone to talk to about this.