Is it normal that i think this way?
hi everyone.
The think is that i was raised as Christian, and for a long time i haven't even try to ask my parents things as "if god is love, why in the bible Israel is always at war with some other country?", and i ended up thinking "this is all lies, why did they lie to us like that?", and the think is that, after reading the bible again and again i realized that the bible, even though was inspired on god, it was still written by humans, so the god that the bible talks about its man-made.
but even though i think that i still bolive that god exist for the falowing reason:
i am a software developer, an i have written a lot of programs and websites, but the clients just looks at the final product. The think that i love most its when people look at the code and start to realized that i didn't do that program in one knight, and that it was not easy, it fat it was way too complicated, so telling me that i did that within a night of work its actually a insult to me.
And i think that god think that way to, he may be felling insult when people believe that he make the whole universe and the earth in 7 days, and the best think for us humans to do to for him it's to understand his work.
tell me, is this normal that i think this way?