Is it normal that i think this way?
I don't really know how to best explain this. I'll try to keep this relatively short.
The happiness and everything good that's happening sin this world don't add up for all the suffering. Not even in the slightest.
For example, imagine you had two babies, not yours. You have 2 options. Either, you can go send one of the babies to have a wonderful life, loving parents, wealth and whatnot. The other kid however, would have to live a life of misery and agony, being tortured and abused from a young age on.
The 2nd option is for both babies to die (painlessly) or never be born in the first place.
I would definitely take the 2nd option and go as far as to call anyone not taking that option extremely cruel, maybe oblivious to their cruelty, but cruel nonetheless.
Now looking to reality, if you could decide whether to eradicate all life, and therby all suffering, as well as joy, would you do it?
I would and I would have no second thoughts about it.
Wouldn't it be cruel not to do so?
I can understand anyone being selfish and not taking that option just because they want to keep their own happiness and I wouldn't condemn anyone for it. Other people might be too ignorant to do the right thing.
But am I wrong when I say it would be otherwise the morally right thing to do?
I don't really want to think like this so I would gladly be convinced of the opposite but I just can't see any compelling argument(s) at all. Maybe I'm just missing something