Is it normal that i think like this? i kinda doubt it but..

If you are wise enough, you will find a lesson in all experiences, not just those that cause pain. Being able to cope with the pain and move on is what makes a happy person. To love despite the pain is a beautiful thing. And it is not for you to judge what is and is not painful for another human.

It's easy to make these statements while hiding behind a keyboard. Isn't it? OP?

i understand where you're coming from with the majority of these points,even if I don't completely agree with you

There's one or two odd thoughts in there, but overall I agree with you.
You're one of the few people that isn't oblivious to the true nature of humanity.

It just goes to show how ignorant most of humanity is.
People are happy to live their perfect isolated lives while ignoring the real problems of the world.

You sound a lot like me I don't understand common human concepts like love I think it just makes everyone else weaker and more vulnerable than I am. I practically think about killing people all the time. I love madness and chaos I hate that everyone believes there is such a thing as right and wrong they're just labels to create a false sense of security. I love Blood too, the color the consistency, I fantasize about spilling blood everywhere, even painting with it. Yeah I am pretty screwed up, but it looks like you and me are in the same boat.... I would join your island.

You're angry about how messed up humanity can be and that's totally understandable. Some of the things that go on in this world just make me think 'Argh! We've screwed this up! We've screwed up our chance to live on this wonderful planet.' I think many people have these times of wondering what the heck is wrong with people. Just remember that for all the bad stuff happening and for all the bad people, there are many good things and good people. Ok, so some of the good stuff is about fixing the problems that the bad stuff has caused, but some good things just happen and most people are decent people who will put themselves out for others. As for growing from pain, yes, I think that's true. It makes us value what we have. I'm sure it probably does have some kind of role in our ongoing evolutionary process. You obviously have some strong opinions and feelings but bear in mind WHY you have some of them. I think some of what you say is coming from an angry place and maybe is a little extreme (I mostly refer to the human meat thing - in this context, it seems like an angry thought, rather than say, a curious one).

I've definitely always wondered what human flesh tasted like. Why does cannibalism have to be The Ultimate Sign You're Extremely Dangerous And Completely Screwed Up Beyond All Hope? I mean, I know I am, but I'm still curious.

You seemed kind of like one of those idiots to me. The idiot category is quite large in my book, and judging by your thoughts on human meat and blood you fall into one of those categories. But I don't dislike you because I disagree with you, in fact I just think idiots are misunderstood and misunderstand the world.
In fact I agree completely with you when you said learning from painful experiences and not dwelling on the past. I just don't believe exterminating the idiots I believe in helping them. Not by pain but by acceptance and mindfulness. By compassion and love. If that's weak, then I don't want to be strong. Balance bro! It's all about balance.

You sound like a little bitch.

You deserve the beating of your life. Did you ever hear the fact that when most people get over a horrible habit, they hate everyone who's still in it? Listen punk, I spent years of my life thinking exactly like you, and those years haunt me until this day. I was a useless, pathetic, coward. And if you're still an adult thinking like that, sir, you are a fucking loser. Plus, by reading your whole attention-seeking shit, you seem like an insane WANNABE. You know, one of those losers who jack off to freddy krueger killing people, and then whine about it. I was pathetic also in my youth. I made an effort to pull my lazy ass off my computer and stop whining to everyone and stop making googly murder eyes at strangers, I said that's enough, I'm getting myself a life, what happened in the past is MY PAST, and I will never exaggerate my problems just to get attention. So please sir, stop being a lazy ass, and train your mind to quit violent thoughts. I healed myself of 2 paraphilias and most of my vision illusions and stress. Because I got up to go get the right tools to make myself function in this society. And no, I was never a psychopath, I simply had a few developmental disorders. So please, just stop being lazy. And anybody who agrees with this immature jerk should be ashamed.