Is it normal that i think like an asshole?

I know this sounds weird but every time I'm alone with my friend I can't help but start touching him some times my thoughts go farther than that I imagine myself forcing sex on him right on spot I want to bite him till he screams. We were drunk once near my place and he had drunk bit too much that he couldn't even walk straight.. I carried him by shoulder and got him to my place (I'm 6'3 and 176 pounds and he is 5'2 and barely 130 pounds), he was still laughing and tossing his arms/slapping me and smiling for no reason, I was happy hearing him laugh and I endured all his punches, when I got home I put him to bed.. after that I couldn't sleep at night knowing that he was in my room all defenseless.. I couldn't control my self so I went on and stripped him, touched him and kissed him but I couldn't bring my self to rape him.. not while he was asleep so I slept out of the room (Couldn't put his cloths back on) in the living room, the next day I was extremely angry on my self for not doing it.. I'm going to tell him everything after my boxing tournament and if he refused I will force him..
I am 19 and my friend is 18.

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  • peterr

    You are going to fuck your friend. You are disgusting unless he wants it, that is. He is probably an asshole just like you so he might want it up the ass.

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  • peterr

    Don't worry, you rape him and a lot of guys will be fucking your sorry ass in jail and it will be your own fault arsewipe.

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  • GuessWho

    HELL NO!
    Your urges to rape him are not normal!

    Don't do it!
    Rape is a crime!

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  • peterr

    He might want you too, so ask him.

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  • SkullsNRoses

    It's good that you were able to stop yourself from going all the way when your friend was asleep but the way you stripped him and your urges to rape him are not normal.

    Please seek help for this before you mess up his life and your own.

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