Is it normal that i think life is almost pointless?
I am just an average teenager, I am a scene kid, I have a beautiful girlfriend that I love, and tons of great friends and family.
But recently I have just been feeling down. I feel I am fat even, even though I'm 20 pounds under-weight, I hate spending time with my family most of the time, I feel like my best friend hates me, and that life is almost pointless.
I say almost because I do have things to live for, like I said I have a girlfriend that I love, I do love music, and I have a good future ahead of me too.
I am not suicidal, even though when I was younger I have had suicidal thoughts, but no attempts. I am just having a hard time understanding life?
I dont know how to explain what I am feeling, I just feel like crying sometimes, sometimes I want to sleep all day, and some times I want to just get out there and grab the world by the horns.