Is it normal that i think i'll be ready for sex before oral?

Sure I guess. You don't have to give oral sex if you're not ready or don't want to. If the person you're with says otherwise, well you shouldn't be with them.

I am a male. I rather not receive oral, I feel penetration is golden. I like to give my girlfriend oral only because it is a turn-on for me. You do not have to be involved with oral, receiving or giving.

Oral sex is normal only in the sense that most people do it. If you want to go through life without ever doing it, that is your choice, and your experience. Don't be a follower.

What fears do you have regarding oral sex? The tastes?

This is something that has changed in our society in the last 20 years. When I was growing up the act was still considered almost perverted, and many women, even married women, would not felate their husbands. Now, I am in school administration and the act is common in middle school and even gradeschool, as culture has made it more acceptable, and young girls see it as a "safe" way to please boys (and, sadly, men) while preserving their technical virginity. I realize that this is not exactly an answer to your question, but I suspect that you are somewhere in-between the generational gap, and did not grow up with an awareness of this act, and that your fear is more of the unknown or that it is "dirty" more than the physical act itself. Many woman overcome the natural "gag reflex" by practicing with a peeled banana in the privacy of their room. Kneel beside your bed and try taking the banana into you mouth, being aware not to scrape it with your teeth while moving your lips back and forth on the shaft. This is an act that most men enjoy and it is a way you can give great pleasure to the man who loves you. Don't be afraid of him ejaculating in your mouth, it is a normal sensation and many men find it extremely exciting. If the taste of his semen bothers you, you can spit it in a kleenex....you can give him an extra thrill by opening your mouth to show him his semen on your tongue, this is a dirty/sexy touch that men like.