Is it normal that i think i have add?
I'm a 20YO female. I've always known that I was different to everyone else around me. I've been called lazy and weird. This is my 2nd attempt at high school and even though I tried with all my heart to do really good it turned out exactly the same as 1st time. I only pass Chemistry and Maths cos I can't stand the rest of the subjects and I do that by studying the whole topic two days before the test. I feel like my head is always in a fog, I never feel calm like there's always a million things I have to do. Sometimes when I drive I get really confused and usually have to stop. My life is a pile of mess and I always feel like there's a secret everyone else knows that I don't know about. Like I'm trapped inside my head and people just look at me funny and never say anything. I'm really sensitive, everything is hurtful! In social events I always stick out like a sore thumb by becoming really awkward or invisible. I'm really intuitive (this is something I've always been sure about even before I knew much about my self.) I have really low self esteem and hate being around those my age because I feel slow or dump but at the same time I feel like no body really gets me like I'm on a deeper level of understanding and seeing things.
Thank you if you've read this far. I'd really like to know, does anybody else feel this way or is it just me?
Or anybody here know anything about ADD and if i might be onto something? please help!