Is it normal that I think God hates me

I honestly don't believe homosexuality exists in the known universe! In all actuality we are all Spirits, souls, energy. We are only male and female on earth because as a society, we are experiencing differences in life. God had to do this so He/She could experience everything we are. This makes the most sense. We all believe that God is omnipresent/omnipotent. The way he/she is able to do this is because we came down to experience both good and bad in the Universe! We all have to eventually experience everything so we can understand each other and be home. There is no homosexuality because as a soul, we are not our bodies. Our bodies may seem homosexual and this happens because if God wants to experience heterosexuality, He/She would have to experience the opposite extreme to know what heterosexuality means, he/she would have to experience homosexuality. Not sure if this makes sense to you, but you are not abnormal. You are simply experiencing that which We "God" came to experience so that when we get back to Oneness with Him/Her, we can know "The All" of everything in the known universe!