Is it normal that I think God hates me

what are you talking about?? what reason do you have to disrespect God?? he gave you life but this is not enough right, o let me guess because your life is not what you want it to be so you blame God because its easier than excepting that you could have a good life after all life is what you make it... And if you don't give a shit about spirituality, why would you be commenting on this forum? I believe that you do care you commenting shows this much, you might be lost but maybe you are trying to find yourself, you will see everything much clearer when you turn on the light instead of finding your way in the dark believe me everybody's light burns out sometimes but the best part about is God is so big that he is always there for us when we are ready to stop looking for the right way in the dark and are ready to replace the bulb. God is most loving, most gracious, most loving, and understanding, patient, forgiving and so much more than our little tiny minds can even gather. So when you are ready to stop impaling your self, and turn the light on God will be their to help collect the fragmented pieces of your life and put them back together and this my friend is the mo beautiful part, and when complete all you adversities will subside and you will be happy again, and if you never were happy, you will at last get to feel the peace your soul has so long deserved, and realize that nothing, no fame or fortune, nothing on this earth will give you more joy than the everlasting life you will endure in the Afterlife God Bless you... Peace...