I want to kill myself and think about how to do it every day. I think about it most of the waking hours and I have dreams about doing it. I will not kill myself but I really wish I could. It is wrong so I wont do it, but I wish there was a way I could stop wishing I was dead...fucked up way to live...I hate it so much I want to kill myself to keep from having to think about killing myself.....ugly circles all day...
Is it normal that I think about suicide alot?
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I want to kill myself and think about how to do it every day. I think about it most of the waking hours and I have dreams about doing it. I will not kill myself but I really wish I could. It is wrong so I wont do it, but I wish there was a way I could stop wishing I was dead...fucked up way to live...I hate it so much I want to kill myself to keep from having to think about killing myself.....ugly circles all day...