Is it normal that i think about killing myself everyday?

Normal, just don't ever do it. My wife killed herself and it is so so bad for the survivors. I am in a facebook group and many people are here, in so much pain. Don't let temporary problems lead to horrible decisions. Please don't.

Prozac won't stop thoughts, whatever people try to tell you. Atarax will make more of a difference on your thinking and that's only because it's sedative. It won't stop thoughts, only you can change the way you think. You just have to give yourself time to work things out.

Life sucks, A lot.
Sometimes it does seam the bad times are like 75%
The good 25%.
That things will never change, or improve.
That finding real true good friends somehow just doesn't happen.
Find the things you enjoy, and pursue it.
Find a cause or purpose bigger than you, and help it.
I don't agree with your chemical drug choices.
But, I'm not a doctor.

Life sucks, but you will have your good days. Trust me, I have mine and their what keeps me going.

Tell the doctor and your family you also always have number on the internet to help with suicide

Have you told your doctor about all of this?

Life is a struggle. It is just that. We can't understand the good without the bad. Actually it is the bad that is how we grow.