Is it normal that i still like my high school crush 3 years later?
I'm an 18 year old male from the UK. I've finished college and I'm now looking for a job. While I was in high school, I had a massive crush on a girl in my year group (I wouldn't even call it a crush, I was and to be honest still am completely in love with her) who whenever I spoke to her, things were always really awkward between us becauseI was so shy around her. We occasionally spoke but like I said, it was really awkward. I never had the guts to tell her I liked her. I was never one of the more popular kids at school either. People thought I was weird. The girl I liked was kinda popular so I never thought I had a chance with her but at the same time I think she might have had a soft spot for me. Idk
I haven't seen her since school which was almost 3 years ago but I still really like her. I've had a few crushes on other girls that haven't worked out and things have always led me back to my high school crush.
I've tried looking for her online but I can't find her anywhere. I found her Facebook account but it's an old one that she hasn't used since we were in school and I requested to add it just in case she still used it but she clearly doesn't because it's been 6 months since I sent the request that is still pending.
I know people who know her but I've never spoken to them (even when I was in school) and it would be a bit weird and awkward for me to randomly message them just to ask about her 😂
Can someone please give me some advice on what I could do?