Is it normal that i still can't let him go?

ok...so I've had a crush on this guy for the longest time ever since i was little and we went out like 2 and talked like 6 times when we was really young , & at one point wen i wasn't friends with my current bestfriend he got mad @ me he ended up fucking her and he told me but of course she denys it i chose just to say whatever about them and just forgive them both .... we currently started talking again and he tells me basically all this bullshit about how we loves me and im his one and only and that he just wants one chance soo I'm so dumb i basically give him one and we was soppose to chill the next day and he was "soppose" to call me after he got out of work ...like i should of known he never did so the next day i was soo mad i deleted him from myspace for like the 15th time and he hasn't texted me called me or anything and i feel stupid because i knew this was gonna happen but i juss let him tell me all this stuff and believed it like i always do i don't know what to do i feel like i still love him but deep down i could never trust him because of what he did to me in the past i could never trust him around my bestfriend or any other girl he's ALWAYS left me for someone better and I'm sick of feeling depressed and waiting around like a pathetic girl for him to decide he wants to talk to me could somebody PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! tell me what should i do to help myself move on ???

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  • cupcake_wants

    What a sleazy piece of shit he is.. omg.. u got to respect urself more than this bcuz if u dont how do u expect others to? Id say, if u start working out, it will improve ur self esteem, plus instead of being depressed at home thinking sbouy him youll b occupied with the gym (or sport or whatever kind of exercise u do). When u do things to show u care about urself, itll show the dudes they should too, but not this guy, he's a tool! H needs to b shot. You should tell him u tested positive for HIV just to stress him out. Fuckwad deserves it

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  • cdawg

    keep on waitin girl anything good is worth it

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  • kylazoko

    PLEASE just MOVE ON. I know it feels like you won't find another but all the hear'say is true and YOU WILL! You'll be better for it and ditch that friend, once a cheat ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLWAYS a cheat.

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  • red678

    Stay busy, work, school, gym and also start dating other guys.. you may find a realy great guy that deserves your love

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  • chocolate_123

    Well its going to take awhile for you to get over him, and it will be hard because you have liked him for so long. I've been in a similar situation to.

    What ever you do don't talk to him even if he talks to you. Trust there are better guys out there! Try not to think about what happened, keep yourself accupied to get him of your mind.

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