Sounds like you are an adreneline "junkie", while I was going to college I worked in a prison and got into many fights and loved the feeling (win or lose) that I got from the sudden rush of adreneline that flooded my system. Now I find that I almost have to do things that simulate that same rush, I sky dive, drag race, and have many other "hobbies" that give me the same rush. I have learned to control the need at this point, but still enjoy it. Just be safe when you are doing these things, the adreneline rush is no good if you are dead. Things like walking at 2am hoping for a fight, are a little on the crazy side, there is very little chance (no matter what your training level) that you are going to win that one, most likely they will come out of no where and just take you out from behind. It is also dangerous to look for this as you may hurt someone that is completely innocent, I go out running at about 12 to 1 every morning just to end my day before bed, if you are looking for a fight and someone like me comes running by what are the chances that you may mistake me for an attacker, and I guarentee you if you pick a fight with me on a run you will lose, I do carry protection even while I am running, if the military grade pepperspray doesn't take you down, the 400,000 volt expandable baton will. I have been attacked while running, that is why I carry protection when I go out.
Is it normal that I seek danger?
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Sounds like you are an adreneline "junkie", while I was going to college I worked in a prison and got into many fights and loved the feeling (win or lose) that I got from the sudden rush of adreneline that flooded my system. Now I find that I almost have to do things that simulate that same rush, I sky dive, drag race, and have many other "hobbies" that give me the same rush. I have learned to control the need at this point, but still enjoy it. Just be safe when you are doing these things, the adreneline rush is no good if you are dead. Things like walking at 2am hoping for a fight, are a little on the crazy side, there is very little chance (no matter what your training level) that you are going to win that one, most likely they will come out of no where and just take you out from behind. It is also dangerous to look for this as you may hurt someone that is completely innocent, I go out running at about 12 to 1 every morning just to end my day before bed, if you are looking for a fight and someone like me comes running by what are the chances that you may mistake me for an attacker, and I guarentee you if you pick a fight with me on a run you will lose, I do carry protection even while I am running, if the military grade pepperspray doesn't take you down, the 400,000 volt expandable baton will. I have been attacked while running, that is why I carry protection when I go out.