Yeah I felt like this for a long time! In high school I was the most popular girl in school, literally EVERYONE in the hall would want to talk to me; i'd be late to every class. I was hyper and always had the crazy fun ideas...I would be the one to 'start the party'. And even though I was a bit chubby, tonnes of guys wanted to date me. But now, 3 years after high school and living out on my own, im the opposite. I have zero friends, im always at home doing nothing and I find myself angry at different groups of people and bitter about life in general. I also have anxiety attacks and occasional depression :( I think about it a lot, that I wish I could be that fun person again but I guess things have changed, maybe maturing means getting bitter...
Is it normal that I recognize I've changed and miss my former self?
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Yeah I felt like this for a long time! In high school I was the most popular girl in school, literally EVERYONE in the hall would want to talk to me; i'd be late to every class. I was hyper and always had the crazy fun ideas...I would be the one to 'start the party'. And even though I was a bit chubby, tonnes of guys wanted to date me. But now, 3 years after high school and living out on my own, im the opposite. I have zero friends, im always at home doing nothing and I find myself angry at different groups of people and bitter about life in general. I also have anxiety attacks and occasional depression :( I think about it a lot, that I wish I could be that fun person again but I guess things have changed, maybe maturing means getting bitter...