Is it normal that i really want to have sex with my neighbor?
I was 15 at the time, I was having very explicit sex dreams with my neighbor. He's probably in his late twenties or early thirties. He's divorced, his (ex)wife left him for his best friend, and moved in to the house right across from him. He has two adorable little girls, who go back and forth.
I've really only talked to him a couple times. But I've been having so many sex dreams about him. It wasn't about love or a relationship or anything it was just sex. Now, I can't stop thinking about it. Everytime I walk by his house I get a really intense urge to just bust his door open and fuck his brains out. I have to pinch myself and remind myself that not only is it wrong, it's illegal. Well, was illegal. Plus, I'm a virgin. And he's not even that attractive! I don't know what's wrong with me. So... Is this normal??