Is it normal that I really don't want to be white?

You're brainwashed just as well.

"Whites probably have the deepest and richest culture of any group on the planet. Do your research."

^ wow...

This.

I hate being told that I have no culture. If anything, I am probably better cultured than many of the ethnically diverse folks that I have met. To speak to an ethnic person here in the United States and hear their appreciation of and loyalty to their culture is a rarity, now. People aren't losing their culture to being white, they are losing it due to assimiliation. Not the first time in history that this has happened nor will it be the last.

I guess it's cool that you're confused about your cultural identity, but don't blame me because I am a white person out to "corrupt the world". No one forced you to lose sight of your heritage, which is easy to do when you're away from your motherland, but don't blame it on the race you "feel" you lost it to.

By the way, ma'am... whites are not the only race that have killed others and openly practiced discrimination. We've just got more paperwork to prove it.

I'm white, majorly Irish and proud of my heritage. Obviously they were doing something right. The bloodline continued, here I am.

I'm not saying White (namely European) culture isn't deep and rich, but other cultures are very interesting as well, namely Chinese and Japanese.

East Asians (or Japanese as he says he is) are usually less involved in crime than any other group, just saying.

I find European and Chinese history the most
interesting myself.

To OP: I know how you feel, you'd rather be part of one group am I correct?
I am half Chinese half White myself too, and I think I'm more Asian (simply because I look that way) and I consider myself more Chinese, but I am not ashamed of my white heritage and I do not deny it.
Why should I?
Not that other cultures are bad or anything, but it was mostly East Asia and Europe who led the world in inventions and civilizations etc.
All groups have done bad things, but I doubt you did any of it.
If you want to get in touch with your Japanese roots the best thing you could probably do is learn the language and visit the country :D
But do you really think you can learn 4 languages at the same time?
Sounds impossible to me ;p
Jewish is the least spoken language, with only 8 million speakers, so I think the other three will be more useful for the future.
I suppose German is the easiest to learn, since it's a relative of English and you already speak that.
The Japanese language has Chinese roots but both these languages are very hard to learn, but possible.

Be proud of who you are!
Good luck anyway :D

I never called anyone a "horrible white." I said that I looked at horrible people in history (we mostly learn about whites in that way, such as Hitler) and didn't want to be like them. Because in this day and age, more often than not, that's how whites are viewed- as people who see themselves to be superior to other races. I don't feel superior. In fact, I feel Asian, but since I don't look Asian, I can't be. You see what I'm saying? I'm sorry if i offended you.

My computer is Japanese.