It isn't really normal but it is painful the memory will never go away and you suffer from it in the future because your feel ashamed of doing things like that . I don't think your gay . But your doing your self damage . I went through the same thing when I was 17 I only did it once though I don't think it's a good idea to carry on it is self abuse but it's a metle illness ocd maybe I don't know but I was scared of going to prison too thought I'd get raped in there which is a thought to be afraid of its like what your doing is your fears are coming to life . If I was you I'd just stop doing it and I wouldn't feel ashamed of it either although men and bums is imbaresssing to talk about best of luck hope you don't do anymore damage to yourself
Is it normal that I rape myself daily?
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It isn't really normal but it is painful the memory will never go away and you suffer from it in the future because your feel ashamed of doing things like that . I don't think your gay . But your doing your self damage . I went through the same thing when I was 17 I only did it once though I don't think it's a good idea to carry on it is self abuse but it's a metle illness ocd maybe I don't know but I was scared of going to prison too thought I'd get raped in there which is a thought to be afraid of its like what your doing is your fears are coming to life . If I was you I'd just stop doing it and I wouldn't feel ashamed of it either although men and bums is imbaresssing to talk about best of luck hope you don't do anymore damage to yourself