Is it normal that i rape myself daily?

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Please try to understand that I am very concerned about my habit. I am a 33 year-old white male, single, but I am not gay, nor am I a pervert. Ever since I was young, I've been afraid of going to jail because I thought I'd be raped by angry inmates. For the past 3 years or so, that fear has turned into a fed obsession. Every night, I bind my hands and feet, and anally rape myself with objects around my house (used to be sharpies, rulers, forks-more recently larger things, like champagne bottles and broom handles). It hurts, and I often bleed. Last August I went to the hospital because I ruptured my colon. I know it isn't healthy, but is it normal that even though I am miserable, I am compulsive and unable to stop?

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  • Maya05
    11 years ago | pl

    Rape involves one or more individuals sexually assaulting another individual against their will. You can't rape yourself.

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  • DavidS.
    11 years ago

    you have a sexual addiction if you are doing something that is harmful amd unable to stop . they would prescribe the same meds as for ocd..it would probaly help by lessening the intensity of the obsession

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  • davesumba
    11 years ago

    Hide yo kids, hide yo wife, hide yo husband, cause them broom handles are rapin errybody out ther.

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  • bigguy2010
    11 years ago

    How can you bind your own hands? How do yo free yourself later? How do insert objects anally if your hands and feet are bound?

    I smell a troll!

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  • [Old Memory]
    11 years ago

    If you enjoy it I think it's okay as long as you are safe. Buy a dildo so there aren't any ridges that will hurt you. And make sure you clean it regularly. If YOU are uncomfortable though, (which it sounds like you are) I would suggest seeing a counselor.

    But if you DO enjoy being dominated and having things put in your butt, I'd find a gay guy who's willing to put it in ya and be a little rough! Even though I'm not a gay man, I understand the domination thing and being into BDSM type stuff and anal sex I totally get it you don't have to be ashamed

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  • Ekho
    11 years ago

    It's called self abuse. You've turned a childhood fear into obsessive compulsive behaviour.

    Seek professional help.

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  • gummy_jr
    11 years ago

    You should really turn yourself in. Rapists are dangerous people

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  • SamtheSham
    8 years ago

    Like somebody else said, how can you attack your butt with foreign objects if your hands are tied? Maybe it is possible. If so, no sharp objects or deep penetration. Also use KY jelly.

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  • woody84
    9 years ago

    It isn't really normal but it is painful the memory will never go away and you suffer from it in the future because your feel ashamed of doing things like that . I don't think your gay . But your doing your self damage . I went through the same thing when I was 17 I only did it once though I don't think it's a good idea to carry on it is self abuse but it's a metle illness ocd maybe I don't know but I was scared of going to prison too thought I'd get raped in there which is a thought to be afraid of its like what your doing is your fears are coming to life . If I was you I'd just stop doing it and I wouldn't feel ashamed of it either although men and bums is imbaresssing to talk about best of luck hope you don't do anymore damage to yourself

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  • violent-failure
    11 years ago

    i sort of wondered how you could rape yourself... but... this is just strange. i think you might be gay man. there's nothing wrong with it, i know lots of gay people, and quite frankly i like them better than most straight people i know (not sexually though).

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  • DandyElfman
    11 years ago

    You should go to the doctor and get help. This is not good for you.

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  • trustno177
    11 years ago

    Yeah if could but looks like you can't . So stop doing . Till your able to get your toy.

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  • Fabulous
    11 years ago

    I like sex but girls inky it like apple pie. American pie.

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  • michaels4p5
    11 years ago

    33 and is a white male no this isn't normal your going to hurt your asshole maybe again if you keep it up if you know how to defined your self you have no problems.

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