IIN that I only seem to be able to bond with girls with problems?

I need a non-damaged guy in my life who feels like this.

All my life I been waiting for a saviour thinking I could fix two decades of trauma in one relationship, oh boy was I wrong.

Now i only want a relationship with a damaged guy cause he's the only one who can understand me but that would be HELL, and we'd kill each other in one week.

So now I want a smart man with a 'Hero complex' who views me as a case study as is fascinated by my lack/disregard for emotional intelligence, who I can eventually fall for (if that's even possible)...and live happily ever after...MYTH.