Im not asexual though I just sort of.... talk myself out of my sex drive whenever it creeps up. Once a girl lets me know she wants to have sex I take full control, like I tap into myself but even then its fully to please them. I don't initiate when I want to because I feel bad, like I shouldn't. I don't stop aka cum like I want to because I feel ashamed of that too. I end up feeling that the woman owns my sex drive.... like its not really mine to stop or start.I don't even ever really choose the girl.... they always choose me and when they don't I just kind of go without. Even with these good sexual habits I still dont really feel in control of sex as it pertains to me
IIN that I only have sex to please the girl.
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Im not asexual though I just sort of.... talk myself out of my sex drive whenever it creeps up. Once a girl lets me know she wants to have sex I take full control, like I tap into myself but even then its fully to please them. I don't initiate when I want to because I feel bad, like I shouldn't. I don't stop aka cum like I want to because I feel ashamed of that too. I end up feeling that the woman owns my sex drive.... like its not really mine to stop or start.I don't even ever really choose the girl.... they always choose me and when they don't I just kind of go without. Even with these good sexual habits I still dont really feel in control of sex as it pertains to me