Is it normal that i masturbate to rape stories?

You can't want to be raped, because for it to be rape you have to not want it. Be careful, if you do it you'll create a paradox and unmake all of existence.

Being dominated and getting raped are different. A rape is an attack

Well I am a man and I'm with you I'd like to dominate but also want to be tied up, gagged and crossdressed. We can't control our fantasies but it is just who you are.

Yuck yuck yuck

I'm with you and fantasizing me and my buddy jack off all the time together I fantasize about a lot of stuff double penetration rape turn on get you wet just thinking about it doesn't I don't think you really want to. But you want you jack off to it

Yes rape fantasies are normal, it seems that in real life no one actually wants it, but part of the pleasure of a rape fantasy is that you're actually willing in your mind--which kind of doesn't make it rape. But there is A lot of reasons why women have these fantasies. You should read Nancy Friday it explains why..and shows how women and why women like those fantasies :)
I'm a woman that likes that too...;)

If you're willing, then it's not rape.