Is it normal that i masterbate to forced sex porn & rape scenes?

I like to watch porn where the girl is getting raped or forced (like tied up stuff) and imagining I'm her, for some reason I imagine it would feel good.
This doesn't mean I think rape is okay at all; it's just a fantasy which is exciting because it's wrong.
I have no addiction to porn but I have watched it for quite a long time, and I suppose vanilla stuff gets boring after a while too :P

I am also into rape scenes - the crazier the better (I don't care about the gender of the person getting raped, I actually prefer male though). You and I both understand that it's fictional, and that doing this to someone in real life is sickening. So I disagree with bigguy2010 - you don't need to try to force yourself to change your preferences (though don't watch it too much...you might become obsessed). And I don't recall you mentioning anything about your self esteem, but if you do feel inferior because of this "fetish", know that I (and a lot of other people who don't pose dangers to women) are into this kind of kink.

Porn is an addiction. Like an addiction to drugs, you will eventually need stronger and stronger stuff.

My advice is try to distance yourself from it. That energy can be spent on a significant other (or finding one).

In time, your self-esteem will also improve.

I have no problem with fantasy but I fear the girls that do those scenes need money for meth and what they go through is pretty much as bad as being raped. I would use your imagination when it comes to that shit.

I never watch porn (I'm more or a literary/artwork masturbater) and don't read it very often (once a month, tops) but I still kind of enjoy similar rape porn. Mainly where one person forces another person at the start by giving them pleasure then they get into it :)

I am the same I use to get turned on by horror films. This is normal. Look up S&M. They have special communities for this type of thing.

Yeah, I used to like that stuff as well. When you watch porn a lot, it takes more extreme stuff to keep it interesting. Once you get to that point it can feel a little filthy, and immoral. At least it did for me. If you take a break from porn for a bit, I find you won't be as tempted to watch stuff like that. That being said it is completely normal. I took a break however and it made me more tempted to focus on real sex. Not saying you should take a break but I think it did me some good personally.

Considering the fact that you recognize that the porn isn't real, and that real rape is in no way similar and quite horrible, I think it's perfectly normal.

Yes, it's normal.

Are you controlling the porn, or is the porn controlling you? Could either of you go without porn for 3 months? Would either of you want to try? If your answer is no, then we all know where the control lies.