Is it normal that i'm white but i'm scared of/hate white males?
I am a white female, but every white male I've ever known has been a liar, a user or physically abusive. Family, neighbors, classmates, co-workers.
Admittedly, I grew up in a ghetto area with white trash, but recently, I tried to rent from a seemingly nice, professional guy. He was wealthy and it was an amazing neighborhood. Great "Landlord" material, right? He turned out to be evil, too. Controlling, violent and a thief on top of it all. I had to go to the police after 4 days!
I know that logically, not all members of a culture or gender are awful people, but I can't stop the way I feel. When I see a white man, I avoid him because I'm terrified to death that he's insane and will hurt me.