Is it normal that i'm really into getting beat?
So, I'm a girl, I'm 18 and I'm a virgin. Never even really got close to sex. I've done other stuff, but it's never gotten that serious with anyone. Anyway, when I masturbate I fantasize about getting beat, choked, tied up and stuff like that. I love being dominated and basically being a man's bitch. Rape really turns me on too. I feel like a freak when I think about it, cause normal "love making" doesn't do anything for me. Is this normal?