i have seen a few deaths last year. my best friend's dad died, he was one of the coolest people i knew. then my grandmother's younger sister died, what's worse was she had a stroke and was in a lot of pain before dying. my mom used to love her a lot as a kid and as an adult. seeing death desensitizes me. the worst part isn't that people die but that they're no longer living. you can't just call them on the phone to hear their voice or visit them to see them anymore. once they're gone they're not coming back and you won't see them again. and, with all the atrocities in the world like wars, genocides, natural disasters...it's clear that the world doesn't blink when someone dies, when hundreds or thousands of people die. the world doesn't stop for you. people die everyday, people are born everyday, life goes on. thats the sad truth
Is it normal that I'm not hurt by death
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i have seen a few deaths last year. my best friend's dad died, he was one of the coolest people i knew. then my grandmother's younger sister died, what's worse was she had a stroke and was in a lot of pain before dying. my mom used to love her a lot as a kid and as an adult. seeing death desensitizes me. the worst part isn't that people die but that they're no longer living. you can't just call them on the phone to hear their voice or visit them to see them anymore. once they're gone they're not coming back and you won't see them again. and, with all the atrocities in the world like wars, genocides, natural disasters...it's clear that the world doesn't blink when someone dies, when hundreds or thousands of people die. the world doesn't stop for you. people die everyday, people are born everyday, life goes on. thats the sad truth