Is it normal that i'm going crazy from a total lack of affection?
This isn't a joke. I have anxiety and depression, and I think both are linked to the fact that I'm dying for human contact. My family is very weird about touch. No one touches each other ever. I don't have a GF, but I have been a total sap in the past for any girl that would let me hold her in my arms. Wow, this is sounding embarrassing. It's been a while since I had anyone like that in my life. I absolutely need that comfort. It's the best feeling on earth to me. I can't get it from my guy friends because even when they do hug it has to be all macho, not actually affectionate, and my all my female friends (not many) are dating friends of mine, so I feel weird about getting too cozy with them. I've been seriously checking out cuddleparty.com. I just want to hold and be held. It's the primary reason I want a gf. That's right, primary, above sex. But I feel so down and so anxious all the time because I feel alone. I have lots of friends, but I get no physical comfort from them. This all sounds super weird as I type it, but it's true. What should I do?