You say that you are deliberately trying to be an alcoholic in order to make yourself seem more pitiful. I don't understand why being pitied is something of desire, and to use a dangerous drug like alcohol to serve this purpose only makes it so much worse. I have been struggling with alcoholism for many many years and I can tell you that this is not the path you want to take. Whatever your intentions may be, alcohol is not the answer.
I do not want to come off as someone who will tell you what to do, because you don't even know who I am, so why should you even listen to me? All I know is, when I read your post, it just reminded me of all the mistakes I have made, and if I can prevent just one person from repeating my mistakes, then I will have done some good. So please, don't drink.
Is it normal that I'm becoming an alcoholic deliberately?
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Hi there,
You say that you are deliberately trying to be an alcoholic in order to make yourself seem more pitiful. I don't understand why being pitied is something of desire, and to use a dangerous drug like alcohol to serve this purpose only makes it so much worse. I have been struggling with alcoholism for many many years and I can tell you that this is not the path you want to take. Whatever your intentions may be, alcohol is not the answer.
I do not want to come off as someone who will tell you what to do, because you don't even know who I am, so why should you even listen to me? All I know is, when I read your post, it just reminded me of all the mistakes I have made, and if I can prevent just one person from repeating my mistakes, then I will have done some good. So please, don't drink.