is it normal that I'm always in my bedroom

Things just got worser. I have a really bad problem talking to myself in my room and now everybody repeating everything I be saying laughing at me and just being extremely loud I don't want to leave cause I love my husband and an addiction that I'm hooked on but I'm starting to get worried and scared that someone going to do something to me and then my NetSpend card came up missing that my money supposed to be coming to that my husband was supposed to be holding and was supposed to be in his coat pocket, just some wires shit going on around here whole coat came up missing now he says that he never told me that I'm just now realizing he lies alot and I just feel like he don't love me more. I wish there was some where I could go for peace and quiet. I just now realized nobody gives a shit about me