Is it normal that i'm always craving this?

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Ever since I was a child seven years old. I thought of Satan sexually emotionally as my Keeper and watcher, protector. I'm adopted my mother died at 33 I survived she was killed when she was 9 months pregnant I survived 12/31 1966. "please help me" I was raised in a religious home yet all I ever really craved was him.. No one ever taught me anything about him according to the satanic Church 1966 is considered "the Year One" help me". Something has always drawn me to him ever since I was a child Shadows, voices, excetera, excetera .I am 50 now and stay to myself but I do teach my children and my grandchildren about the Lord, because I will not damn them.because I was Damned for some reason. Sometimes I think maybe my mother made a deal with the devil to save my life while she was dying because for some strange reason I lived.
Thank you

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  • DenzelCurry
    6 years ago

    are you mentally retarded?

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  • [Old Memory]
    6 years ago

    There is no such thing as Satan.

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  • sarahJackson
    6 years ago

    lOL, i understand, you do realize, satan is very good at fooling people, he comes as an angel of light, so he is very charming, attractive, seducing, temping, alluring etc. Satan will temp you with what feels good. It feels good to be bad, the other option is better.

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  • DuchessK
    6 years ago

    Please do not think this way.

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  • Acton98
    6 years ago

    Actual Satanism doesn't believe in worshipping some devil but rather yourself.
    Because creation is impossible.
    You can't get something from nothing,
    Nothing is nothing period.
    The big bang started from a singularity where it came from we don't know, but to god gap everything we don't know just makes us content with not understanding.

    So the devil 666 and all that stuff is pure baloney and if I were you I would be looking into some sort of mental help.

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  • Nickvey
    6 years ago

    join a cult , go to the Masonic Temple , speak to the worshipful master , tell him you are a satanist faith. To be one ask one and you too shall be a master mason.

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