Is it normal that i'm afraid to give him oral?
I'm 18.
Okay, so a few years ago, I had a relationship with this guy, and he was the first guy I'd ever been intimate with and had a sexual relationship with, although we weren't together long. Once while I was giving him oral, he came in my mouth without warning and I really hated it, I was kind of not expecting it, and it tasted horrible, it was so bad. I swallowed anyway, and it made me gag. Which for me was kind of traumatic, since I have a phobia of being sick. >_>
Now I'm with this new guy, and we're sort of progressing in the sexual department, although we've not done anything yet. He's told me a few times that he'd love it if he came in my mouth or if I swallowed. So after the first bad experience, I'm thinking, I really don't want to disappoint him, I'm really nervous in case I hate the taste of it again, and it makes me gag, like the last time. I don't really know what to do. Any thoughts?