Is it normal that i'm a girl who likes watching sexy girls die?
I've never understood my obsession, and it started when I was about 13. I like boys, I KNOW i like boys, but I have a fetish with watching pretty girls die. I go on youtube all the time and watch the videos of hot girls being strangled or drowned or being tortured or just having sex. I hate that I like it, but I always seem to go back and watch. I used to write stories about torturing and killing hot girls, too. I've never had sex before, and the thought of me having sex with a guy or girl is gross, but I'm a 19 y/o girl who is turned on by sexual torture of women and not men. Is this normal?