Is it normal that i love porn

I have my best friend we usually hate porn until one day I brought up the idea how on camera it would be funny to see the facial expressions we do when we watch porn she said ok and I set up the camera and computer. After a while we became wet and now we keep watching it together even sometimes naked together we aren't gonna do anything with eachother that's weird we are both girls but I really wanna try fingering myself and she tries to btw we are really young I kind of wanna scissor or 69 but it's weird and I'm not going to ask. My friends when we play truth or dare they usually ask do you watch porn and in usually able to say no but she always tells the truth I wanna stop watching but it's so addicting and I love watching with her I want to erase her memory whenever we finish but I can't. Help...