Is it normal that i love it when a man pees in me during sex?

When my ex and I used to have sex, I loved it when he peed in me. I love that hot sensation and it made me love him even more, if that sounds weird. People say that guys can't pee when they are erect, and that is not true a bit. Especially with my ex. He would slow down a little and just pee in me and it would get so hot. Sometimes while he was inside of me, we would pee at the same time and I would moan so loud and my legs would start shaking really bad and I orgasmed every time. When he would pee in me, it felt so hot and like we was so close and every stroke of his dick going inside of me would make me shake even more. Sometimes I would cry because it was so great and the best feeling in the world and then he would cum inside of me and just lay on top of each other for a minute and I felt like I was in heaven.

It all started one day we were drinking and I had a buzz and I was trying to hold my bladder, but in my head, I just wanted to pee with his dick inside of me. I told him that I had to pee really bad and he said, "it's okay baby.. just stay here," and before I even thought about peeing, I felt this warmth and smelled his pee and it went down my leg and I just exploded on top of him and we both started shaking and moaned so loud from the best orgasm in the world. I don't think I will ever find someone who enjoyed it as much as we did because I am too embarrassed to bring it up to someone.

When he would drink a lot of something(beer, water, ect.) and we were just hanging out or watching a movie, I would tell him to wait and get on top of him with our clothes on and get him so horny and suck on his cock for a few minutes and stick it in me and feel the sensation. I have even had an orgasm from him being half soft after he peed in me and came so much.