Is it normal that i lost my virgin?

If I read this exactly the way it sounds and not the way you tried to make it sound, you essentially said this:

"I lost a person who belongs to me and is a virgin. I am 22 different people, all females. My boyfriend was in a gaseous or liquid state, so my partner and I went right through him whilst I was in the process of losing my virginity. He cheated me. How can I ever get married in my mom's future? I'm still really sad about my mom's future. Now I can't move... crap."

I'm not judging you for this- I just like the way it sounded in my head.

On a serious note; I'm not sure what your religion permits or how strict it is.
If you're American, I can tell you that there's a good chance that you'll find someone who shares your religious values and who won't see you as someone who is less valuable as a wife because you lost your virginity to a liar.
Unfortunately, I don't know much about your culture or religion to state much more than that.

You lost a virgin? did you remember when you were last together?

If your virginity was, or is so important to you, why did you have sex before you were married? If it is the fact that you no longer have a hymen, many active women do not have one and the absence of one does not prove or disprove virginity. Would you marry a man who was not a virgin? If so, why do you think a good man would object to you not being a virgin?

What you need to do is get your head out of that culture if u can. Anyplace else in the world people will (mostly) not care about that

you dont know anything.... i am suffering alot.....

Sorry to hear it. I understand if you thought he loved you more than he did. Most people nowadays do have sex before marriage, unless it's against your religion.

Are You a christian.?

wheredidyouloseit?

Are you black?

Exactly