Is it normal that i like to fuck teddybears/pillows with holes in ??

Well , one night i decided i wanted to "do it " but i never had a girlfriend ... so i was looking through my old stuff when i found a large teddy bear with a hole where the Penis was and it was a large hole so i removed the stuffing and i got a boner from it so i just put it in and i cummed inside and i liked it too much so i did it every day and it just felt good ... until i got caught by my sister and she told my parents and my dad said its not normal ... and i came here , i hope you can help me :)