I don't think it's normal but I also like to feel depressed and I don't know why. In the past few years I had very bad days when I space out very bad but mostly because I hated my job now that I no longer work there I feel much better but kinda miss those days when I was feeling spaced out. Kinda like on drugs. I was curious during that time and wondered if people felt that way before. It was a very strange and pleasing sensation. I found out about this disorder called "depersonalization" that's triggered by high anxiety levels and I think that's what I had. I don't consider myself fully recovered but I try to keep my mind busy and not think about things I can't control. Good luck!
Is it normal that I like being depressed?
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I don't think it's normal but I also like to feel depressed and I don't know why. In the past few years I had very bad days when I space out very bad but mostly because I hated my job now that I no longer work there I feel much better but kinda miss those days when I was feeling spaced out. Kinda like on drugs. I was curious during that time and wondered if people felt that way before. It was a very strange and pleasing sensation. I found out about this disorder called "depersonalization" that's triggered by high anxiety levels and I think that's what I had. I don't consider myself fully recovered but I try to keep my mind busy and not think about things I can't control. Good luck!