Is it normal that i like being a clown?

Hi, since I was young, I secretly liked dressing up as a Clown. I like the silly and stupid look of a clown. As I was 15 years old, I bought my first pair of professional clown shoes, nose and makeup. Since them I like to transform myself into a goofy clown. I keep it a pretty good secret, so nobody in my family knows about this. Sometimes I went out in full makeup and walking down the streets, interacting with people and let them laugh about me. Sometimes I let people throw cream pies in my face. Do I like being humiliated? Now I am 20 years old and I spend over 300$ on clown stuff. Now I have my own Youtube channel and I like makeing videos of me in makeup.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0p12-imjrYRInQOFvqcRcw/videos?view_as=subscriber

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  • Ummitsstillme

    People love clowns! Especially when they show up places you wouldn't normally expect to see them: parks, outside of schools, and in suburban neighborhoods at night. Always just such a pleasant surprise!

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  • paramore93

    I admire your dedication but personally I find clowns scary.

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  • RoseIsabella

    I have never liked clowns.

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  • raisinbran

    Clowns are more entertaining when they don't move and stare at you from a distance.

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  • LornaMae

    I've just watched a few of your videos and I think you need to get together with other clowns to hone your skills. Since you love it so much you might want to consider making it a profession, like in children's parties; or volunteer work as clown doctor in a children's hospital (I don't know if there are paying jobs in that area, there might be).

    Something that may be of great use to you is taking theatrical clowning classes so you can improve on the funny aspect of your performance and picking up some techniques. It might seem easy to be a clown to most people but I've had classes and workshops in theater school and it's really really hard! Good luck!

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    • clownamerc

      Yes I thought of this, but finding clowns is really difficult in my area. But I know, it takes a lot more than just put on makeup and big shoes.

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