Is it normal that i have these fantasies
I keep this a secret from everyone...I'm going to tell the counselor that I'm being forced to see, since it came out that I have a history of mild animal cruelty and a liking of gory/violent pictures and videos. Well, let's say I have a serious, serious EXTREME dislike/hatred of someone. (Usually a woman that I find annoying/conceited/trashy, to name a few examples. There are more.) I sometimes fantasize about kidnapping them, bound and gagging them, raping them repeatedly, and torturing them in very brutal and cruel ways until they eventually die of starvation or loss of blood. Or slitting their throats or strangling them and looking them in the eyes as they're filled with terror. I don't think about their families or friends at all... I have never acted on these fantasies, and I never will, but it sometimes bothers me that I have them, because I know if I tell anyone, they will immediately not want to talk to me anymore or tell other people... every once in a while I'll find someone who shares these interests and we'll share fantasies, but never anyone else. Please tell me if you think it's normal or if you think something is wrong with me