Is it normal that i have these fantasies

I keep this a secret from everyone...I'm going to tell the counselor that I'm being forced to see, since it came out that I have a history of mild animal cruelty and a liking of gory/violent pictures and videos. Well, let's say I have a serious, serious EXTREME dislike/hatred of someone. (Usually a woman that I find annoying/conceited/trashy, to name a few examples. There are more.) I sometimes fantasize about kidnapping them, bound and gagging them, raping them repeatedly, and torturing them in very brutal and cruel ways until they eventually die of starvation or loss of blood. Or slitting their throats or strangling them and looking them in the eyes as they're filled with terror. I don't think about their families or friends at all... I have never acted on these fantasies, and I never will, but it sometimes bothers me that I have them, because I know if I tell anyone, they will immediately not want to talk to me anymore or tell other people... every once in a while I'll find someone who shares these interests and we'll share fantasies, but never anyone else. Please tell me if you think it's normal or if you think something is wrong with me

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Based on 53 votes (17 yes)
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Comments ( 15 )
  • Fat_Kat

    You might want to get a therapist...

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    • MarcusSG1

      Lol yeah I agree he should. He pretty much might be sado masochist

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  • ThinIce

    Stop It.

    Get some help.

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    • Cleverinternetpenguin

      Hehehe

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  • sydslytherin

    I mean, as long as you know it's wrong and cannot be something you actually do, I think that fantasy is just a reminder of people's animalistic feelings and tendencies.

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  • Runaud

    it's not normal to think at all times of this imo, i also have thought like that (except the brutal killing part)
    but only when i'm about to cum

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  • Ratmanwakes

    When I was your age I had similar fantasies. My favorite one was popping their eyeballs with my mother's knitting needle. Don't listen to these assholes telling you that you are crazy. You're not! You have a very healthy way of relieving tension. And you recognize that this is only fantasy. You are not some whack job. So keep dreaming young man. You are about to step into a fucked up world. You are going to need your dreams to keep you sane. Think about my poking out eyeballs fantasy next time somebody pisses you off.

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  • Billypav

    BITCH ur fucken out there crazy insane call it what u want u don't need a councilor they need several psychiatrist doing MANY STUDIES ON UR INSANE CRAZY ASS!!!!!!!!!!!

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  • Kankri69

    Fucking rapist. Fuck you bitch go die.

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    • Cleverinternetpenguin

      He hasnt actually raped anyone okay.

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  • Ganondorf

    Humans are morbidly curious, so to expose your self to violent imagery is not uncommon but too much and one may become desensitized to such things giving you a skewed outlook on life.

    Intrusive thoughts

    You can think of the most cruel, vile and taboo things but never act on them. Unfortunately though, some people do act on them. The ability to refrain oneself and distinguish what is right and wrong, that is what differentiates between normality and abnormality. The people that tend to act on these thoughts are usually the ones stricken by mental illness but this isn't always the case however. someone who feels they have been wronged may be fueled by anger and despair, causing them to retaliate in ways in which they never thought possible.

    Seeing a counselor is a good thing and maybe you should express how you feel in depth. You don't have to go into detail in terms of how gory your thoughts are but try to discuss ways in which you can combat intrusive thinking. Maybe you are suffering from depression also? Depression does all sorts of weird things so consider looking into it.

    Good luck

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  • 30230249252098239825

    i came into my lamp

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  • 30230249252098239825

    i like to look at my wire

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  • cool story bro

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  • Thatirishguy

    It is normal ... I mean you have a reason... I like to think about the normally every day about someone but i find the best thing to do is ....i know its going sound stupid but either jerk it out or stab the wall and knee the fuck out of an object until that pain , angry is gone and repeat until you realize you are better than the thought of those fuckers who are putting you down

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