Is it normal that i have the urge to hurt my cat?
I want to talk about something. My mom bought a cat about a month ago. At first it took me a while to get used to him but now I really like him and we've developed a connection. He sleeps in my room sometimes and basically spends the whole day with me.
Sometimes I get the urge to hurt him. Like, for some reason I picture picking him up by his hind legs and swinging him as hard as i can against the wall and smashing his brains all over the place. I picture this, or I picture myself strangling him to death.
It's important to note that while I'm thinking about these things I get physically angry and I'm usually clenching my teeth. I love this cat, and when I see other people hurting animals on tv I get extremely angry and always feel great pleasure when the animal finally snaps and attacks the person.
I love most animals and would generally never hurt any. This feeling is spontaneous and is for the most part manageable, I've never hurt my cat. Anyone else have this Dr. jekyll/Mr. Hyde moment when it comes to people or animals?