Is it normal that i have sexual feelings for my cousins

So im 22 and I always thought my cousins looked good. Because of the norms of society, you arent suppose to like your family members and not suppose to want to do anything sexual with them. But i have 2 cousins who are older than me and they have nice bodies and feet and everything and I always have thoughts of fuckin em or eatin them out and stuff. They are some sexy females. I would love to eat out both of my cousins if they let me. I know its supposedly wrong, but I dont care. Cant help what makes me horny ya know. But yall give me feedback and lemme kno what yaw think